This feeling of forlorn will soon pass on, washing away like footsteps in the sand. But how long, will it take. Seeing her smile, the joy and elation in her photos, make him break down in tears. As those precious drops roll down his face, I think to myself of what a total asshole he is. How can HE be so jealous. This isn't love. This is possesive(ness).So making a silent vow to himself, the desolate young adolescent wishes her all the best. Thats what love is, isn't it? So what if she, makes a multitude of friends and aqquaintaces, or even, get attached? Should he not feel glad for her instead? Rather than that sickening feeling bubbling in his belly? So to whoever you are (you know who you are.)  He wishes you all the best. Carry his love in your pocket, and in times of helplesness, then you'll know. You'll need him. And he will always be there. For you. Even if no one else would. For he loves you. Forever. <3

My my. Haha! That was a pretty well. Serious? Piece for a blog. Don't you think? Sheesh. I'm getting too good at this! At the same time. Yeah. To the author of the above piece. And to the recepient. I wish you guys all the best. :) So... yeah. Tomorrow. WILL be a good day. Because I think for once I don't owe nobody any homework. Believe me. For Brandon Goh, that is a MAJOR ACCOMPLISHMENT. Haha! Yeah. But hey. Someone! Yeah you. Haven't you noticed that however rarely I post, my posts are usually REALLY long. I have one more thing to write about. So stay there. For about 45 more seconds. And think. Does it touch a raw(r?) nerve? If it does then I'm sorry. But if it doesn't. But makes you think. Then yeah.

Okay. I'm abit confused at this one. No I won't use semi-fancy words. It'll just be clear to the point English. SHIT! I dunno how to say. Okay. So basically, I'm wondering whether God makes things the way it is because he wants it that way, or he knows how badly you want that thing so he puts it there to you as an obstacle/challenge. This is in NO reference to anything okay! But on Sunday night talking to *someone* right. I had the inspiration to write this out. Okay. If you guys still don't know what I'm talking about. Let me give you a totally non-existence hypothetical situation. Lets say er. Theres this guy ( You following me? Good! ), and he meets this girl. He finds out that he and this girl have a SUPER alot in common (well, perhaps a 2-4 year age gap maybe?), but despite thatt, they hit it off very well. They hang out pretty often, and the guy starts to feel more affectionate towards the girl. (I said affection, not passion or infactuation, but its only hypothetical, so it don't matter) Well, so to cut to the chase. That guy and girl becomes real close. BFF close. And one day, out of the blue, the girl says : "yu kno, if you were around like ya know, my age, i would have totally like dated you now boy. but like, i guess its not meant to be". Yep. You follow? Thats a good analogy huh? I know I know. No need to thank me. Although I am pretty amazing. HAHA! Well anyway, to get back on the beaten track. My whole point is. That age difference between that kid and that girl. Did God put it there, and thats what its meant to be. Meaning if you oppose it. Then you would suffer dire consequences, or does it mean, that God intends it to be a challenge? To see whether you really want it or not? Thats what I'm confused about. Well maybe you know. I don't know. Who can answer my question. Chiu Meng?

Chiu Meng: Er. Sorry. What did you say?

Fine, so he's not the sweetest strawberry in the farm. How about erm. You, Camellia? Haha! Yeah well. I've put alot of thought into this post. Which is you know. Everyone, ask yourself. When does Brandon ever think. XD. Anyways. Its fairly late. I'll see you guys soon! *I hope!*

PS. To a very special someone. I believe this is not the end of it. We have to fight for what we want. But the problem is. What do we want? Haha! When we're abit older la then. I'll see you tomorrow! *MUACKS . MUACKS* Byees! Scandalous-ssss! HAHA!